Dream Catch Me♥

Lately, I’ve been listening to one song in particular on repeat, Paul Baibeau’s Ten Things.

If you haven’t heared it I REALLY suggest you go listen to it.

ANYWAY I’m now going to do a sorta Bloggy thing about that song until its complete! Fun times! I’m not going to do like one a day, It’s going to be as many as I feel like per night. FUN

(some of these say 10,000, that will take forever so I’m going to do as many as possible)

1. Name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them.
2. Name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them
3. Name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them
4. Name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them

5. Think of all the things that are wrong with your life and then fix them
6. Think of all the things that you love about your life, be thankful you are blessed with them
7. Think of all the things that hold you back and realize that you don’t need them
think of all the mistakes you have made in your life, make sure that you never repeat them

8. Name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might’ve forgotten
9. try to list the endless reasons why it’s good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them

CHERIO!

I’m doing three of these today, cos I missed a few days (Y) fair fair.

I don’t have a particular favourite memory, life is made up of good and bad memories.

But I do have a particularly poignant memory.

I was 5 years old when my little brother was born. Being five I obviously didn’t know about the birds and the bee’s and such fully, so it was explained to me by my parents as a “present”. I can still remember the look on my mothers face when she was holding him, So happy, like she was at peace. I’ve always strived to be as happy as she was then, and one day, Hopefully, I’ll be staring down at my own new born baby, and I’ll be just as happy as she was.

(Doing a few days today cos I’ve missed a loooadd)

Oh god it was a disaster! I was about 13 I can’t remember, and it was with a guy who I’d reaaaaaaaaally fancied for a LONG TIME who was in the year above me, we were really good friends and part of a small group who started hanging around together just after our school burnt down. So when I asked him out the first time he said no. Gutted tbh. Then an hour later he text me while I was sitting next to him saying “Ask me again” so I did and he said yes.

The next day we were at one of our friends houses just sitting there. Everyone else had left the room for one reason or another so we were alone. He turned to me and said  “will you go with me?” from the start I should have known that that was a bad idea! so as soon as I replied people came back into the room. Expecting him to wait I started talking to them, I turned around to speak to him and next thing I knew there was a pillow blocking my view of everyone else, and he was just going for it, Washing machine style, need I say more? It was awful, but not only was the kiss awful, but the boy who’s house we were at’s extremely religious parents came in, well, lets just say it wasn’t pleasant.

The next day me and that guy broke up, not a monumental relationship on the scale but its still there. I can honestly say my first kiss wasn’t a pleasant experience, but hey, who can really say theirs was perfect?

Dear you.

I refuse to pinpoint a name because I don’t have a specific best friend, I’m lucky and have a group of them.

Its fair to say that you’ve been there for me through a lot of nasty shiz, when people have done things they were never supposed to, broken promises or down right lied. When I was having family issues, when I finally broke down and told you all the truth, you were still there. Many people would have abandoned me back then, would have simply turned around and said “no one wants a problem child”. But you guys never did, and by the looks of it you never will. You guys have always been there, never questioning why or expecting anything in return. If I could I would give you all whatever you needed to be happy. I would do anything for you.

You are my life, and I will never forget everything you’ve done for me.

Best Friends until the end,

I love you.

Jess xxx

“God Damn These Electric Sex Pants!”

- Douglas Reynholm, The IT Crowd

“I do not agree with what you have to say, but I’ll defend to the death your right to say it.”

- Voltaire

Day One: Your favourite quotes.
Day Two: A letter to your best friend.
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened.
Day Four: Tell the story of your favourite memory.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now.
Day Seven: Your favourite TV show, movie, song and book.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.